
Day of Hearts without You
February 24, 2008I’ve been loving you since i first lay my eyes on you…
i’ve noticed every details of you from a far…
yet,you dont know that i exist…
i tried to hide my feeling ‘coz i know that you wont even be able to return it to me…
since then,i tried my best to keep away from you…
yet,when you stepped again in my way for the second time,i thought,you are the one God had sent for my to be happy…
i felt comfortable looking at you even you dont notice me…
even you dont see me,im always at your side…
i tried to reach you as far as i could…
then fate intervine…
i was introduced to you,but then,as i’ve said a while ago,i’ve known you in my own little way…
every time you took noticed of me,my heart squirms…
every time you smiled at me,all my worries and heartaches vanish in thin air…
every time i hear you voice,my heart shouts for joy…
and every time we talk,my head felt like spinning and i always have this feeling of being energetic and light…
being with you is like a heaven for me…
being with someone that you love,even you dont feel it,makes a gloomy day as bright as the sun…
i asked myself,why am i so affected by your presence??
then my heart answered me,’its love,dont you understand?’
from then on,i always tell you jokes that im courting you by anyways…
the truth is,i really wanted to do that,really…
i really wanted to send you flowers,chocolates and love letters i’ve composed just for you…
you might think im crazy,yet im just expressing how i felt for you…
i’ve love you more than myself,why dont you see that fact???!!
i’ve changed a lot because of you,yet…you still loved someone i know…
i tried not to contact you yet,i feel miserable…
if you just know how i feel right now………….
i miss you yet i cant tell you that…….
and i still love you but i kow you hated me for leaving you to mend my broken heart…………
i hope that you’ll be happy this Valentine’s day………
i’ll be still here…waiting for you to need me……….loving you from a far…….
Happy Valentines’ my soulmate…you’ll be always in my heart even you dont need me…..
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Author’s Note: its a post-valentine post..its pretty late to post it but i just feel like posting it here…anyway,ill be updating the fanfiction tomorrow so for my only one reviewer,that will be dedicated just for you..Love lots!!mwah mwah sugoi!!!